oh, yeah one more thing

I forgot to mention that not only am I totally into ME being alive, I am also totally supportive and into my many friends who have endured long, crazy, painful journeys as they fight for their lives. Clinical trials, radical intervention, absolutely mind numbingly awful chemo treatments... God damn, the will to live is amazing. And admirable. And they do it with so much grace, perspective, hope, and valiance. So... I just want that on record.